The good, bad and ugly
September 21, 2006yes, perhaps I was a bit harsh when it comes to Carl.
I needed to be,. I need to be angry so as not to
turn it into depression against me. I am not happy
for his emotional problems but they do help me
realize who was at fault in the demise of his business
and it wasn’t me. I too easily take on blame where none is
deserved. Especially when it comes to my family budget.
I wish him well and hope he finds himself soon.
I have been as down as he is. I do remember.
I also hope he realizes that he owes me money in the
end too. I don’t want to have to take him to court.
I just want it finished. For all of us.
Good news today in that the Tribute book is being shipped!
Along with sales rep information for myself. I have offered
to take on this task as I market my own writing business
to local funeral homes and assisted living centers.
Commissions apply to any sales I bring in. The only problem
is I really hate selling anything! I have to make myself do it.
I can not wait to see my name in print in a book.
It sounds so simple really, but, because I have
always doubted any talent in myself this will do
wonders for my ego. I can do this. I wish I believed in
myself half as much as Jan does. She is amazing.
Clay Aiken’s new album came out this week and we splurged
a tad to buy it. It is wonderful. I highly recommend it for those
who like love songs.
Hugs to all.
Off to cook dinner for the family.
Yippeee! The only way I can do stuff I really don’t like doing is by talking myself into it too! I use the slogan “Fake it ’till you make it” frequently! You’re doing a great job sweetie!
I love Jan! She is so right about you. I think our pal John is going to have to give in and make enough copies of the book for sale. My list has grown beyond 100 people requesting it.
Too bad about Carl. The business world is tough and you have to be tougher. I’m sure he will gather himself soon, and hopefully get you the money owed.
I had forgotten your addy–I need to blogroll it so I remember.
I’m sorry you and Jan have gone through so much recently. *hug*
And I’m glad you’re not letting it eat you.