Making up is hard to do.

So, we talked, and talked, and cried and said I’m sorry.
Both of us, for what we did, what we lack and what we
helped along negatively.
She didn’t get it, really didn’t see the problem with what
she did. Said she didn’t apologize for me, but explained.
I see no difference in the two when it comes to business.
She now agrees. We hurt each other, my part was in
writing it here, but she wouldn’t have me lie or not write it
because that is what I do, but all the same it hurt to see
it typed here. We went to bed better but needing repair.
Both of us willing to do the work it takes to do just that.
She is amazingly kind and gentle. I know she thought she
was helping. She now understands that line to not cross better.
We both do. We aren’t fine yet, much came up from
this that needs worked through. Time to do that would be good.

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Hil is going to prom with a girl friend who did not have a date.
She will be fine.
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I get these in my email everyday by choice.
Often they make me think all day.
This one in particular hits home.

“Our feelings and our thoughts have energy,
so what we are feeling on the inside shows on the outside,
even if we say nothing.”
Secrets of the Golden Spiral pgs 346
Wisdom Master Maticintin
Copyright 2008 HUMUH
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Working on a vase, just using scrap bits left over from the tray.
Working on the first “women in motion” piece. These
should be fast pieces, not month long projects.
Although I love those too.
I sealed and oiled the tray yesterday to send today.
Jan found me a box and I am all set to mail it out.
After I pack it! If I can! I have nothing to send to Laura (yet).
I am working on something small but meaningful.
She is discussing back lighting the tray in some place of honor, please!
No way. It is an art piece, yes, but it is not fragile or so revered
as to not ever touch it or use it. How sad would that be.

People use the word masterpiece to describe it and it bothers me.
What do I have to work towards if that is true?
No masterpieces here. I am sure seasoned mosaic artists would
pick this tray to death. But my heart is in it and it is my
best work yet. So I am thrilled! It is more than enough.
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I’m currently judging 25 entries for a mosaic competition.
The etsy street team of mosaic artists is hosting it.
The top prize is really good! So I feel a real seriousness in the process.
I am judging with another mosaic artist that I have never had contact with
and like her very much. We have agreed on several items and totally
disagreed on others. Very interesting. Later tonight we will
make our final choices. I’ll put a link here later when the winners have
been announced. Here’s the main site http://www.etsy.com/index.php
I’ll be opening my own shop there soon.

off to the post office.
But, maybe I should pay bills and do some banking first.
yuck!